Vince Azzopardi

Dylan Rosser Presents X-posed
via The Underwear Power

Kathy Griffin on Manhunt

Apparently Manhunt.net is trying to use a snub by D-List comedienne Kathy Griffin to promote their site. A PR email from them posted on Jossip.com reads:

Hope you’re both well. Ken Herron, Chief Marketing Officer at Online Buddies Inc., parent company of the global online media brand MANHUNT, announced today the launch of MANCAM™ video chat. Developed by MANHUNT Labs in partnership with a leading video chat service provider, MANCAM™ video chat enables MANHUNT’s members around the world to easily connect with each other “live” before meeting in person; and offers a fun alternative when meeting in person is not possible. The official public launch of MANCAM™ video chat will take place Friday, August 8, 2008.

The folks at MANHUNT thought it would be fun to create a special promotion and offer members a chance to win an exclusive one-on-one MANCAM chat with Kathy Griffin. MANHUNT has reached out to Kathy’s management team a few times to put an offer on the table which would include her fee but they have not received any response. In an attempt to reach Kathy Griffin, MANHUNT.net has posted the attached banner (Attached) on their site. They’re hoping Kathy’s gays will see the banner and alert Griffin that they’re trying to reach her.

Please don’t hesitate to contact me if you need any additional info.

I know she's a gay icon, and I'll give her that she somehow pulled off the stunt with the cover of A Bear's Life magazine, but I still think she'd be out of place on Manhunt. She probably understands this more than the people who run the site, unless of course she really has just missed their emails...

But if any of "Kathy's gays" are reading this and want to cam with her through Manhunt, I guess you're supposed to get in touch with her, and tell her I sent you.

Jossip: Ignoring Calls From Gay Porn Site, Kathy Griffin Nevertheless Forced to Market Gay Hookup Site
via Gawker

Publish Me!

It's been a while since I've written about the other writing I've done on here, which means this blog probably isn't living up to the "writer" part of the name....

I finished one story that I'd been working on for a while a few days ago. It's been a few months since I've sent anything out to any magazines so I'm gonna try that before I start anything new. Also, it's been about eight months since I've written any stories that had explicitly gay themes, so I may try out something with that angle again. I've been thinking a lot about voices that I use in those stories. Generally when I'm writing as a gay narrator I use a voice that's pretty similar to the one I use on this blog, it being close to my real voice. But I was thinking about branching out though and doing something that had a campier character or two - probably along the lines of Andrew Holleran's Dancer from the Dance.

Which reminds me, one of my goals for the summer was to get started on something that could end up being a novel, but it looks like that project's failed. I've had no problem writing short stories and novellas, but I've just haven't come across an idea I thought would be worth writing for 300 pages yet.

Still unpublished in print. No magazines have picked up on my brand of life-changing fiction. In the meantime there's something really satisfying about writing in this blog in that I get immediate response. It can be more gratifying than working on a short story for a few weeks, having it workshopped by bad college writers who usually are nothing like the intended audience, and then sending it out to a magazine for a rejection. But I'm not discouraged...

So, if there's anyone out there looking to publish a young, angry, pervert writer get in touch...I'm sure I could find a way compensate...

Cockyboys: RC Gets Fucked

Cockyboys: RC Gets Fucked

Sex Blogs, City Blogs, Porn Blogs

Commentary from a friend of mine who has resisted reading this blog until recently:

Ralph69: ha ha I've got to admit..I checked your blog tonight
Ralph69: which is totally unlike me
Ralph69: as you know...
Ralph69: it's like an entertaining column
Ralph69: ha ha
Mascdudewriter: I'm like Candace Bushnell!
Ralph69: you're Sarah Jessica Parker
Ralph69: on your quest to find the perfect man and more important...the perfect porn
Ralph69: I believe that should have been "more importantly"

All-American

From Muscle Jocks Blog
via Best Gay Bloggers Blog

Blog Ratings

I just used a tool at OnePlusYou.com to determine what my blog is rated based on film rating criteria. As if I couldn't already assume, I ended up getting NC-17...

...But not because of all the graphic pictures of Gay Anal Sex and Cumshots! I got the rating because of the presence of the following words:

• porn (4x)
• queer (3x)
• shoot (2x)
• heroin (1x)

And here I thought I'd written about queer porn stars shooting heroin more than once.

Be Honest...

Okay, I know this isn't quite PC, but...

Who else jerked off to the rape scene from the movie American History X when they were 13..?

I know you did...

Sagat's Hole

François Sagat

Patrick Bateman and Luke Stevens

CollegeDudes247 has started hiring models named after Bret Easton Ellis characters...Could this be a sign that Ellis is on his way to being admitted to the American literary canon?


See the rest of the set here.
CollegeDudes247

Tests, Urges

wanna unload in me? ;)

even if I take the test right in front of you to prove I am clean?

they are approved by The World Health Organization and used world wide. The FDA want's you to think there are no other reliable tests and yes, some brands were not reliable and most were removed from circulation but I made sure I got ones that were WHO approved. The FDA has it's head up it's ass, as usual.

Don't get me wrong, I think you are one smart dude not to BB. I respect that and admire you for it. It's hard do describe the feelings (urges) that go along with BB and why sometimes they are overwhelming. I only dabble once in a while but if you log onto bareback.com, you will see over 34,000 members who have chosen that way of life. It is almost the feeling of Poz is cool... it scares me. Which is why I choose to know my play buddies and why I do a test b4 anything happens. So many guys say they don't BB but I can tell you for a fact probably 50% of those who say they don't, actually do.

Recent messages from an older guy who's been offering to pay me to fuck him raw.

Mysteries of the Organism

Wilhelm Reich, Orgone boxes, Red Fascism, Алекса́ндра Коллонта́й, Orgasm and Revolution...





"Fascism is the frenzy of sexual cripples."

W.R. - Misterije organizma (1971)
Dušan Makavejev

Dillon Buck and Ross Hurston

UKNakedMen.com
via Men4MenLive Blog
via Attempted Entertainment

Dillon Buck

FatCa$hFuck1 Returns: UPDATE

hottieboi4u: FatCa$hFuck1 got his regular dogsitter back
hottieboi4u: fat fuck

My friend losing out on a generous offer.

New Gays, New Old Gays...

Interesting article from the New York Observer on current trends among gay college/post-college-aged men. Doree Shafrir divides them up into two camps(pun?); New Gays, who seem to be more of a liberal arts school/hipster crowd, and New Old Gays, who try to appropriate camp culture from before they were born:

These days, the young gays of Williamsburg and the East Village—the ones who wear pointy shoes and tight cutoff shorts, who studied queer theory and dabbled in heroin at Sarah Lawrence or Bard or Wesleyan, hang out at bars like Metropolitan and Sugarland in Williamsburg or the Phoenix and Eastern Bloc in the East Village, and listen to Chromeo and Girl Talk and Le Tigre—get all the attention. Corner one of these young men, and he will profess ignorance of that other scene of youthful gays, the gays of the Friends of Dorothy variety. As one of the New Gays confidently told me, it is a scene made up exclusively of the old and, quite possibly, fat, adding that the only young men who fraternize with this group are those who cannot, in all likelihood and despite their best efforts, get laid...

...And thus, the New Old Gay appreciates and embraces camp and high kitsch, but not ironically; ultimately, the New Old Gay is earnest. He doesn’t even necessarily have to be into musical theater, though he almost always is.

This article makes a lot of generalizations and relies on the idea that these are two separate groups with some sort of animosity between them, but I'm also seeing a certain degree of truth in the stereotypes...

And to think I've been using class, race, and gender performance - and not degrees of camp identification - to classify contemporary gay subcultures!

New York Observer: The New Old Gays
via Joe.My.God

FatCa$hFuck1 Returns...

It's been a long time since I've gotten to write about FatCa$hFuck1, but it looks like he's showing up again. Originally I figured he was going to be a recurring character on this blog, seeing as he had spent two years offering to pay me for a massage/head/sex. He was featured in my second post. But somehow he found out that I had been writing about him - I think I may have sent him the link... - and he disappeared. This was bad not only because it eliminated a great source of material for me to write about but it also caused him to start hiding from a friend of mine who he had been generous to...

This friend tells me that he suddenly reappeared, IMing him to ask if he could dogsit...

I'm finding myself almost disappointed that he hasn't offered me the job yet.

CollegeDudes247: Shane and Tommy

CollegeDudes247.com
via Dewayne in San Diego

Mature Content??

foXXXboi: your entry on the eagle is pretty explicit
foXXXboi: I don't think I can show your blog to the kids I babysit for anymore

Colby Keller and Scott Tanner

From King Size (Hot House)
backroom.hothouse.com

Friday, Into Saturday

I woke up around 1:30 in the afternoon in a girl's bed. I had slept pretty badly because of the coffee and the heat. A sign I had seen from the train had said that at 6 a.m. it was already 84 degrees outside, and the humidity was killing me. Me and my friends went to a deli to get sandwiches and then I took a shower to wake myself up.

I took a 4:30 train and met a friend of mine, who I was staying with that night, in midtown. He took me to his gym on a guest pass where I beat the hell out myself with cable machines. After that we went to Vynl in Chelsea, and then back to his place where we fooled around for a while. He's into hypno and I challenged him to use it to switch me from dom to sub. He managed to get me relaxed with it and to strip, even to put on a collar after a few times, but he couldn't keep me from trying to put my dick in his mouth.

Then we went back downtown to the Eagle. This was my first time there and I'd heard a lot of stories but it didn't end up being as crazy. I was surprised when I actually ran into someone I had met on Fire Island who I had seen do a cannonball into a pool in drag. I wore my harness there, but not too many of the guys were wearing leather. I had a shirt over it but took it off once I had something to drink.

Here's a pic of me after being pulled around a bit by it....


After I took off my shirt the bartenders started making my drinks much stronger. My friend and I hung out for a few hours and then went back up to his place and fooled around some more. One of the other interesting effects of the hypno - or maybe the alcohol - was that I slept on my back, when I almost always sleep on my stomach.

We woke up around one and both came again, then went to brunch, then back to his place where we got each other off again. By the time I got back to Grand Central around 6:30 for the train home my dick was completely sore and I was exhausted. I spent Saturday night and most of Sunday recovering.

I'm sure I'll definitely be back to the Eagle soon.

Age Manipulation on Manhunt

Obviously people lie about there age on sites like Manhunt, but I just saw something that outraged me so much I had to write about it.

Here's some backstory: two years ago, when I had just turned 19, I got my first Manhunt account and one day I started talking to this guy from my town. He was reasonably attractive, 24, making him 6 years older than me, and into a few of the same things. He told me he was discreet because he had started teaching, and though he didn't tell me explicitly, I was able to figure out based on a few clues that he was probably teaching at my old high school. It turned out he actually even lived only two blocks away from me. We talked about meeting but he started to act weird and evasive, would refuse to give me his number but then start trying to cyber or going on webcam and jerking off for me - or in one instance, getting fucked bare by a guy he said was from his frat...

So we never ended up metting. But from time to time I'd see him on Manhunt with the same pics but a different profile. I noticed that his his age had stayed the same or gone down a few years.

Today I saw a his profile again, and his age is listed as 20...He is now younger than me!

Thursday

This was the straight night.

We were celebrating my friend's twenty-fourth birthday and went to a great Ethiopian restaurant near Avenue B. The bottle of Tej wine we went through got us started out and we started hitting up bars on our way to a karaoke bar that my friend said she had heard about a few blocks south - she demanded that I drink enough to get me to the point where I'd sing.

That accomplished, I tried to get the girls to sing "Love Bites" by Def Leppard but no one was responding, so I decided on Bonnie Tyler's "Total Eclipse of the Heart," which everyone in the bar got into and started singing. Did I mention that each of the bars we went to was completely straight? I didn't see one gay guy the entire night. I guess if I had put on a song that was actually gay like "A Little Respect" by Erasure, no one would have known the words. At one point I'm pretty sure I gave out the address of this blog to a straight girl...

Here's me drunk and looking vulnerable on a street corner at 4 a.m.


By this time we had missed the last Metro North train. We'd been drinking since six in the evening so by three a.m. everyone was starting to crash. I tried to convince the girls to let these friendly, attractive straight men take us to their apartment for whatever they were up for, but they weren't into the idea. We went to a Dunkin' Donuts where I drank a lot of coffee and then we took the 6 up to wait outside of Grand Central.

We noticed something funny when we got up there. It was 4:30 a.m. and there was a huge line of women and small children that stretched around the New York Public Library from Bryant Park. By now I was both still drunk and also energized from all the coffee. I went up to a group of kids and shouted at them, "What's going on, is Barack Obama here?" and they shouted back at me, all looking excited and alert, "Miley Cyrus is here!" This was almost too much for me to handle, I was hysterical laughing. We'd missed the train, been out drinking, and ended up stumbling on a Hannah Montana event.


Those of you who read this blog know that I disapprove of Miley Cyrus as a role model for my six year old niece. Given the chance to fuck around with some of the fans I took it. I had my camera on me and started going around to families in line, telling them I was a "celebrity blogger" and asking them questions about how much they loved Miley Cyrus, how long the had been there (many of the ones I asked said they'd been there since 1 a.m., and the concert wouldn't start until 8:30). I took a lot of pictures of their posters and they were all really eager to pose.


Most had come from Long Island and Jersey, but I found one group that said they were from California. When I asked one mother, in front of her kids, if she thought they were going to be able to get in to see Miley, she snapped back at me, fiercely, "Everyone here is going to get in." Her image as a good mother in her kids' eyes was probably riding on this.

After all that fun, we got back to Grand Central and took the 5:40 train back to my friend's apartment. I tried to get in as much sleep as I could before going back downtown for the next night; which has still got my dick feeling sore...

Steve Trevor and Jake Dakota

To keep everyone busy while I'm gone...


From Ritual (Mustang)
FalconStudios.com

Break

I'm gonna be heading away for a few days and won't have my laptop with me, so you're all gonna have to find material to jerk off to on your own. I'll be back either late Saturday or Sunday. Later.

Barack Obama Jokes

“Why did Barack Obama cross the road?
“Barack Obama: I have not crossed the road. My positions have been consistent since the beginning of this campaign, and if you think I've crossed the road, then you haven't been listening to me.”
— Andy Borowitz

From Politico: "Obama unfunny? We disagree"

Circle Jerk Boys: Mauricio and Vinnie

As far as I know these were pretty much the only guys this studio ever shot. It's been a few years and I keep seeing their pics around online:



See the rest of the set here at JustUsBoys.com
CircleJerkBoys.com

Another Obnoxious Dream Post

I must have gone too long without doing one of these posts.

Last night I had this dream where I was having some kind of heated argument with a blond guy. I can't remember what the fight was about at all but before long it turned physical and we started wrestling. At one point he punched me really hard in my left ear and I some kind of liquid that I think was water started pouring out of it and I went partially deaf.

Then he got really apologetic and said he felt bad about busting my ear and he took off my shirt and his and started sucking my dick, and we ended up having very consensual, sensitive sex. After that I spent the rest of the dream wearing his clothes and having an earache that lasted for a few seconds after I woke up.

Thoughts?

Torturing Pervs with LITERATURE!

Sometimes I can't help it and my B.A. in progress shows through:

Regxz: i think you are cute
Regxz: wink
Regxz: ?
Regxz: what would u like talk about?
Mascdudewriter: Darkness drops like a knife over Greece. “The guns?” said Betty Flanders, half asleep, getting out of bed and going to the window, which was decorated with a fringe of dark leaves. Again, far away, she heard the dull sound, as if nocturnal women were beating great carpets. There was Morty lost, and Seabrook dead; her sons fighting for their country. But were the chickens safe? Was that some one moving downstairs? Rebecca with the toothache? No. The nocturnal women were beating great carpets. Her hens shifted slightly on their perches.
Regxz: are u single?
Mascdudewriter: yes
Mascdudewriter: u could tell
Regxz: lol
Regxz: yea

Relax, I didn't type all that... It was an online copy.

I'll blow anyone who gets the quotation, promise.

Etienne: Navy Grease

From Arrumako's Gay Blog
via Fair View

Taste in Politicians

Talking politics with my friend from Minnesota:

Mascdudewriter: he had a mullet
Ralph69: Pawlenty?
Mascdudewriter: yeah
Ralph69: I'd sleep with Pawlenty, he's kind of cute...but a total policy sleaze bag
Mascdudewriter: hahaha
Mascdudewriter: yeah but u wanted to sleep with romney
Ralph69: I have a thing for Republicans?
Ralph69: the evil makes them so much sexier?
Ralph69: ha ha
Mascdudewriter: haha, maybe
Ralph69: I'm seriously as money hungry as anyone..but I do not plan on abandoning my conscience
Mascdudewriter: by...
Ralph69: becoming a republican
Ralph69: ha ha
Mascdudewriter: i thought u meant by sleeping with one
Ralph69: ha ha
Ralph69: no
Ralph69: that's fine
Ralph69: God, I would be in trouble if that was abandoning my conscience

Jason Branch

More of this set on this Vietnamese blog that may damage your computer...here

Something Isn't Right Here...

RawFuckhole: you said no to $150 right?
Mascdudewriter huh?
RawFuckhole: oops, I guess that wasn't you. um, I was offering that for an hour of fun, me on the bottom. i'll offer it to you if interested.

A forty year old asking me to pay to fuck him bare...

What I Wish I Was Using Right Now...

CollegeDudes247.com
via Butts and Feet

Even More on Corrupting Minors!

I was watching my six year old niece again this morning and, as usual, not letting her watch the Disney Channel. I had on a movie on HBO that I hadn't seen before and at one point, out of nowhere, two men start making out for a few seconds. She turned to me, because I had laughed, and had a deeply disturbed look on her face. For a second I thought she was going to start crying.

To try to cancel that out, I changed the channel to TBN and forced her to watch half an hour of my favorite televangelist/con-artist Benny Hinn; who I once saw cure a woman of sickle-cell anemia...

This is actually a different clip i just found of him curing someone of sickle-cell anemia:



I'm pretty sure there's more potential for this to damage my niece long-term than seeing men kiss, but maybe that's just me.

Friends Who Are Going Through Rough Times

GreekHottie: is it bad i jo today in the tanning bed
GreekHottie: and came all over the place
GreekHottie: including the top of the bed
GreekHottie: and then used the towel they give u to clean it up
GreekHottie: haha

A friend of mine who's gone too long without getting his dick sucked.

Update on Michelle Obama's Status as a Camp Icon

It looks like the prediction that I made in my post at the end of June about Michelle Obama becoming a drag icon is already coming true. Yesterday on Mo Rocca's blog, he put up a video of a man becoming Michelle Obama and citing her "power, style, and grace," as reasons for emulating her. The post reads:

Talk about an historic election: both women running for First Lady are knockouts. Whichever woman prevails, millions of men will emulate her look. Without question, this is the most Drag Queenifiable election in American political history.

This is exactly what I was getting at! Here's the video:



There's also a Cindy McCain drag video -which I don't think works as well. I wonder if someone in that office is reading this blog...

Mo Rocca: Drag Queen Michelle Obama

Clarification of My Stance on Relationships

People have given me some interesting responses to my earlier post about my ideal boyfriend. One reader, whose sn on aim appears to be "uconndanny," seemed really insulted by what I said, and wrote:

ok.. you are so full of yourself... you're a mess with an oversize ego and the image of your "ideal man" is nonexistent... I am glad you are creative writer major, since this is it... creative writing

On one hand, I'm sort of flattered because that's the kind of anger and emotion I typically only see in a comment on Erik Rhodes' blog. Also, the fact that he knows I study writing means that he must either have read somewhat deeply into this blog, be a regular reader, or otherwise know me in person... But I wanna make it clear that I wasn't trying to say I believe I'm entitled to a man like that, just that if I was considering entering a relationship those were attributes that might sway me. I'm actually not actively looking for a boyfriend right now and I'm pretty satisfied with my current relationship status. Here's a conversation I just had with a friend that I think clarifies my position:

Ralph69: "He should also be completely in love with me, probably just a degree more than I am with him. Military service is optional."
Ralph69: is this a help wanted ad?
Ralph69: he he
Mascdudewriter: the post is also kind of a joke
Ralph69: every joke has an element of truth
Mascdudewriter: of course
Mascdudewriter: but its a joke because obviously u cant order a relationship like that
Ralph69: but you want to....
Mascdudewriter: well, no, im happy not being in a relationship
Mascdudewriter: is the point
Mascdudewriter: i dont feel bad for myself by thinking im not able to have that

Do I have anything against the idea of being in a relationship? No.

Am I actively looking for a boyfriend? No.

I'm sure this issue will continue to come up.

Locker Room Sex

Here's another video I had to steal from Kevyn over at Mythos Man.

Mythos Man

Fourth of July Weekend: Aftermath

I threw two parties at my place this weekend. The first was on the actual Fourth, but we had originally planned it for the fifth, seeing as more people would be around. When it started getting dark, a friend and I realized that we had to do something to celebrate the Fourth of July, so me, him and another friend broke into the huge supply of rum and vodka. We tried to make layered red, white, and blue drinks but we were too drunk by then to do it right and came out with some pretty interesting results. That was the first party.


The second night was more effective. More people came and I made sure everyone got wasted. At one point we ran out of mixers, so I called a few people I hadn't spoken to since high school, invited them, and asked them to bring supplies. At some point in the night I lost my phone. People were drinking from around 8 pm to 4 am. I'm sure I was drunk enough to have told a few of my friends who I'm not out to the story of the celebrity DJ I was leading on last semester.

In spite of the long hangover I had yesterday, two of my friends from school came to visit and we ended up drinking all night. Fortunately for me, and unlike them, I didn't have to go to work this morning, and finally got a full night's sleep. At this point, I'm happy that this weekend is finally over.

The Afternoon Double Penetration Pic

Scott from Billinexile posted this pic and I had to steal it from him.


From Butts and Feet
via Billinexile

Party Pics

Cropped pictures of me wasted on the second night of my two part Fourth of July party.

Drunk Thoughts, Relationships

This may just be all the liquor in me, but I think I've figured out what I need in terms of a relationship. I need to get a boyfriend who fits all of my physical criteria, perfectly, no exceptions. This includes being taller than me, fit, having a great chest and shoulders, hard abs. He has to be close to my age, but emotionally mature and experienced. He should also be completely in love with me, probably just a degree more than I am with him. Military service is optional.

He's gotta be intelligent, have a good education, and be pursuing a career in a similar field to me. It would be nice if he was well off financially, but not too well off. He should be versatile in most respects, but be very aggressive. He should have a somewhat kinky side (into leather, rubber, some BD, etc.). He needs to be able to cum at least three or four times in a row.

If this is out there get in touch, otherwise I'm gonna have to just stick to fuck buds, which isn't getting me the chance to unload in anyone's ass three times a day.

Kent North, Shane Rollins, and Rod Barry

From The Missing (Hot House)

On Closeted Media Personalities...

hottieboi4u: the advocate has anderson cooper on the cover
hottieboi4u: i'd fuck him
hottieboi4u: and i'd let him fuck me
Mascdudewriter: eh, not me
Mascdudewriter: id jerk off on his face
Mascdudewriter: thats it
hottieboi4u: we have very different tastes in men though

The Gym, and Thirty Year Old Frat Boys

Usually I go to the gym late in the evening around 10 or 11, but today I decided to go around 5 in the afternoon. I figured it would be pretty busy, filled with the angry stay-at-home moms I see there on occasion, but when I went in there was only one guy there, and my gaydar went off right away.

He was a breed of gay man I've been starting to notice a lot lately - the older, preppy gay. They generally look like frat boys in their early 20's but always end up being about ten years older. These guys were everywhere on Fire Island. Since I'm 21 but look 17, or maybe younger, I'm wondering if this will be me when I'm 32. My friend says that it's the money that makes them look younger.

Anyway, this guy was hot and my type, and he was definitely checking me out. He stood there watching while I was doing free weight exercises and we alternated using the bench. He was very friendly, told me to "take it easy" when I left. I think I'm gonna start showing up around the same time, just to see what happens...

One of My Hot Fans

Here are a few of the hot pics that Chris, one of my readers in NYC, just sent me. He's a photographer and took these himself.

Second Update on my "Slave"...

He now says he wants to fuck me. I'm horny enough to consider letting him.

I've elaborated on the reasons why seeing him again would be a bad idea here and here. They include

1.) He's a flake.
2.) He's violated my trust.
3.) I've been abusing him by leading him on as revenge for more than a year now.

My reasons for considering it are

1.) He has an amazing body.
2.) He has a great collection of leather and gear and looks really good in it.

This would obviously complicate the power dynamic between me and him. I'm conflicted.