I think I've managed to only refer to this a few times, somehow, but my first fuck bud, and one of the few men to top me, was a 24 year old marine who I met shortly after I turned 18. Apart from becoming a huge flake, he brought a lot of unwelcome drama into my life when he failed to tell me the last time he fucked me that he was dating someone. The boyfriend then found out, and somehow got my screen name and phone number and stalked me for a while, until I guess they broke up.
The marine is also very deep in the closet - as I was when we first met - and seems very insecure about his sexuality. He usually tries to get in touch with me every six months, and for some reason I let him. I guess it was because he was the first guy I ever fooled around with, and I might have fallen for him or something. It may also have to do with the fact that he had an amazing body - that probably got me hooked on military guys - and a great dick.
Anyway, I'd seen his screen name show up on Manhunt a few times recently, but we never talked. Then on Friday I was at a store with a friend buying some gym shorts and I saw someone walk by who looked a lot like him, and I kind of hid but said to my friend, If that's him I bet he'll try to get in touch with me in a few days. Sure enough, I get an email from that name last night on Manhunt asking to talk on AIM. So I IMed him and we actually had a conversation for a few minutes until he disappeared, probably for good...
Chances are pretty good that this is the last time I'll hear from him, until around winter break.
The marine is also very deep in the closet - as I was when we first met - and seems very insecure about his sexuality. He usually tries to get in touch with me every six months, and for some reason I let him. I guess it was because he was the first guy I ever fooled around with, and I might have fallen for him or something. It may also have to do with the fact that he had an amazing body - that probably got me hooked on military guys - and a great dick.
Anyway, I'd seen his screen name show up on Manhunt a few times recently, but we never talked. Then on Friday I was at a store with a friend buying some gym shorts and I saw someone walk by who looked a lot like him, and I kind of hid but said to my friend, If that's him I bet he'll try to get in touch with me in a few days. Sure enough, I get an email from that name last night on Manhunt asking to talk on AIM. So I IMed him and we actually had a conversation for a few minutes until he disappeared, probably for good...
Chances are pretty good that this is the last time I'll hear from him, until around winter break.
3 comments:
Closeted guys are sometimes too difficult to deal with. I could never date one or have a relationship with one. But...sex is another matter. Go get 'em!
yeah, i hate drama too. that's why i try not to recycle the fuck buddies, and the ones that i do get a return visit has to be single. great blog!
Well yuor first love or whatever you call it, stays around for ever. I hop ethe best fo ryou in the future.
Hugs
Ray
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